Ramblings of a mental patient

I’ve been dreaming about Beauty a lot. I guess its just a delayed reaction. Its been a mix of good and bad. I dream she’s angry at me for killing her, I dream she’s happy to see me again. Mostly its just internal dialog.

I’m kind of stressed about money lately. I do OK, but I’m beginning to wonder if I’ll ever get out of debt. I was so, so close this spring but I’m back in debt again. Now is a rotten time to try and get an unsecured loan. Banks are just in a panic over the looming real estate crunch. Couple this with my own colorful credit history and it gets complicated. I guess I’m just going to have to sit down and do a real budget. I’m reasonably sure that 6 months of me being a tight fisted miser would see the majority of my debt resolved.