Ramblings of a mental patient

I dreamed of carving a litany of hatred across my chest, stomach and sides. I stood bleeding in a mirror and felt that burn of fresh razor cuts merge with a seething, roiling self love that blacked my minds eye and burned in my veins. It stole reason and spun the world around me.

Kat stole my pillow and I woke up. I curled up with her and breathed in her scent safe in her hair while the displaced fur people made new nests. I’m lucky. I do badly on my own.

quick thought: “I’d be a lot more religious if I could pray with my cock.”

I think I caught Kat’s cold. I’m not amused. Yay postnasal drip.

I’ll be at shampoo in about 30 minutes! Hopefully I’ll see you there.

I’m wearing my new coat tonight. Pics tomorrow.

Here’s the pictures back early from our canceled vacation.

See pics from the trip we didn’t go on.

Hear that? Bye bye vacation money. *flush* The weather has decided to not cooperate with us. Right now, there’s a catagory 5 hurricane a couple hundred miles off the coast of Jamaica. Jamaica is in the midst of a tropical storm.

Rather than do the retarded thing and ‘go on an adventure’, we’re staying home. This is a really hard decision because its all nonrefundable. But, there’s no way I’m stitting in a hotel room for 5 days watching it pour rain. There’s a chance that saturday might have periods where its not raining, but even that isn’t supposed to be a sunny wonderful day.

Blah. I guess we’ll go get the cats back from the vet later today, and I’ll go see what we can do around here since we’re going to be home for the next 5 days.

Today’s my last day in PA for the week. We wake before dawn tomorrow to go to the airport. This is going to rock! I felt a bit of a cold coming on 2 days ago. Mass quantities of vitamin C, zinc and rum have averted disaster. The tickle in my throat is gone and I feel great.

5 days of Jamaica soon…. I suppose at some point I should herd the cats into the car and take them to be boarded at the vet’s.

I got a suprising result from this thing

You fit in with: Humanism Your ideals mostly resemble that of a Humanist. Although you do not have a lot of faith, you are devoted to making this world better, in the short time that you have to live. Humanists do not generally believe in an afterlife, and therefore, are committed to making the world a better place for themselves and future generations. 0% scientific. 60% reason-oriented.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

No going out tonight. I got a case of Delirium Nocturnum and I’m quite happy to stay home.

Kat’s going to NYC with a friend to see a show. I’d have gone, but I don’t like the band. So, whats going on around here? Anyone going out saturday?

This rocks:

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